New years resolution -
Stay alive for another year once again.

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Peace (could not think of anything worth writing)

I think I peed a little!

Also I just realized something kind of odd. Remember last year when all the Christians were huffing and puffing about how their rights were being infringed apon by everyone saying “happy holidays” instead of merry Christmas? How big of a deal was it this year? And exactly what changed? That’s right, Wal-Mart, the evilest store in the US, started saying Merry Christmas.

So… you wanted an evil, bastard corporation to pimp your religion? Don’t sound so holy to me. Tsk. Tsk.

Happy holidays or whatever, I don’t feel good and the people down stairs are blasted music so loud that my chair is vibrating.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Time for more meds.
Oh thank uh Santa the music has been turned down.

Peace.

It had to be said.

…The hell?

Now to say, Happy Anniversary baby .. 3 months we have been married! and now 9 months together! We have been through so much lately, the heartache, pain, shock, and disappointment. Yet, through it all we remain strong and together! The love we share is just to strong and true to be tarnished or forsaken. 9 months we have been together, yet of this we have spent less the 90 days actually physically together. If the lawyers are correct about the projected dates, we will be close to our 1 year date before we can be together again. 45-90 days is all they can say projected time… February. Could be sooner but also could be longer. All we can do is pray for the best.

They say separation is the true test of any relationship. What then does this say for us. We have made it through all this so far, I know we can make it through anything. It wont be much longer then we will have all this done and there wont be anything left to stop us! Neither of us, willing to accept defeat and surrender. Making the changes necessary in our lives to be together and create a healthy union. Together there is nothing we can’t do and succeed in.

I love you so much… I can’t wait for this to be over and for you to come home.. I need you so much, I miss you acutely. I feel your absence like a void. As I look around here, I see your things left behind absently scattered, Waiting for you to come and put them to rights. As am I .. waiting for you to come home and make everything right.

I love you .. Always and Forever