This is Us .. Aint we cute!

I’m getting married in 63 days. I should uhhh start doing something about it.
update uhhhh fuck I suck ( figurative term boys ) sooonish…

Why the fuck do I still play Travian? It’s provided me nothing but rage and frustration. Dmet’s kicking my ass, I’m getting raided almost constantly now….

But I’m not going to give up, dammit. And I’m not going to build a fucking second village. I’m going to fight and win if it fucking kills me.

I don’t even know…I just need to fucking say something before my god damn head explodes. Shit’s been piling up lately, and the angst keeps coming back. This is a bad, bad thing…

Dammit why the fuck can’t Dead Rising come out sooner I need zombies to kill ZOOMBBIIIIES TO KILLLLLL fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck.

I had a dream last night…It was a grand theft auto game, but partway through zombies infested the land and I went on a killing spree. It was nice. I want to murder the undead.

Being blamed for something I didn’t do and then being called a liar when I say other wise. That has happened far more than I could ever enjoy. For the life of me I can’t understand why blame automatically falls to me.

This is gonna bug me all day.

I recently discovered that I am already starting to lose my hair. Apparently every guy in my dad’s family started going bald around this time in their life… I’m only 20. T_T Yet another shitty gene I got.

Now I’m in the midst of trying to find something that helps slow down/stop the hairloss. Any ideas would be welcome. >_<

Hellooooo out their.I’m gana see yal!*dose a little dance.*I’m gana see yal.

I’m sorry.I’m bored, tiered, and hungry.not a good mix for me.besides i miss yal an I’m yalking to him I’m so tired.
goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood byyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
:D

Ok, I just went through and edited/deleted quite a few of my entries.

I really haven’t had much to say, and every time I think of something it leaves my mind as quickly as it appeared. Still haven’t gone in to get setup to start my classes this fall. So now it’s starting to look like I won’t start until winter. >.<

Uhh… Oh yeah, I dyed my hair today, and that’s about the end of my excitement over these last 2 months.

.. FINAL…

I am free!

Darling, 4 months we have been together, it seems impossible to have been only so short a time! Yet it seems we have been apart an eternity! Soon my love .. soon the waiting will be over. Soon we will be together. We have waited this long yet It seems impossible to wait just this much longer! It was hard to say ..soon .. when we didn’t know when soon was, now we know and it seems harder cause it seems so far, and at the same time it seems like its not enough time to finish what we need to finish! I can’t wait for all the things we have allready waited so long for, a list to long to state here ^_^

Changing your status will be a trial but I am sure we can do it ^_^. I am sure now that we can do anything, overcome all, and triumph together!

I love you My heart